Tuesday, March 8, 2011

I am...

I am abnormal and cruel to the point
I wonder how people believe I'm a good person
I hear my mother's screams in my head
I see the pain in my father's eyes from past mistakes
I want my solitude
I am unforgivable with no remorse

I pretend to smile
I feel like I don't belong
I touch my tears
I worry if the nightmare will return
I cry and scream but make no sound
I am losing my sanity

I understand that nothing lasts forever
I say you should always fear yourself
I dream of that unforgettable night
I try to leave it behind

I hope one night it will end
I am the Sinner

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